My letter

Dear Nate,
I miss you so much! I know you will never be able to read this but I just needed to do it. I love you so much! You are so loved by so many people. People have only said nice things since you have left us. It has been a hard couple of days. Everyone has been so understanding and nice. Rhapsody is going to do something at the funeral. I read the song. It is so beautiful you would love it. Anna ward and Heather Gurr have been texting me. The are such sweet girls. Val and her mom came over yesterday. Today I will get to see you again. Before you leave for a very long time. I know I will see you agian. I want to share my testimony with you. I know it is not perfect now but this experience has strengthed is so much. I know that the gospel is true and because I know this it has been easier every step of the way through this. Christ died for us and was resuracted and because of this we will be able to see each other. Mom and dad were in the temple other siblings. This helps me know that we will be able to be with each other. joseph smith was a true prophet and Thomas S. Monson is a living prophet of god. Which means he recives reavalations and is a seer and revelater. I say these things in the name of jesus christ amen. You are missed so much and I hope you know that you have loving family and friends. We all love you deeply and cannot wait to be with you again. tell Grandma Jonie and Grandpa Gordie hello for me. I bet Manxi is so happy you are there with her. I love and miss you so much. I will see you in a long time so I can't say soon, but I love you and miss you. See you on the other side. Goodbye.
Love your baby sister,
Annabanana October 29,2009 Thursday

Why?

Why do we have emotions? Why do we love or hate of cry? Why do we feel sorrow, pain or grief? Why are we Immortal? Why is there so much sorrow and pain in the world? Who can we ask to help? Who can stop this? Why are there so many unanswered questions? Who will answer them? Who will be MY savior?


-Annabanana

Chior concert!!!

The Choir Concert was so much funn!!! Everyone did so good!!! Rhapsody I love you buy I cryed!!! I only paid attention during the last song. It is so hard to see you guys preform I mean you are amazing and i love you all but I can't help think about him when I see you guys up there. I mean when I saw him up ther when he was in it he seemed happy!!!! I miss him and i love you!!! You all did awesome.

Annabanana

Life

Life just one step at a time. It is hard but i have to do it. I'm so greatful for friends that help me. I'm so happy that I have so many things to distract me. Family and Christmas. Can't stand to think about them. I feel so smothered by everything!!! I don't want to bring everyone down. Sorry. Life is complicated. But I will take the road less travled by and one step at a time. Thanks to everyone. Love ya all!!!!
Annabanana

First Entry

Ok Hello world!!!! Well I've never really done this before and i felt i needed too. There are so many unanswered questions I have. About life and death left or right who and why??? How can i find these anwsers? well i will eventually but now i will just take life one step at time. I will travel the road less travled by. Well I will be on next week cya!!!